Saturday, October 11, 2008

Forest and spider web is cleared!

I am back! to clean up the spider web.. lol.. now then realised my last post was 1st of Jan this year.. the day... hmm..

Dunno why my 3 mths vacation past so fast.. seem like I was very busy in the holidays.. bz with wat? i dunno.. but now is juz four weeks to exam.. shit.. haven start my revision.. coz i have no mood at all.. starting FYP straight away after exam.. no break.. so tired.. I need magic potion..

During this period, I found my new love.. my cute little god-nephew xiao bao.. who is he, you all may wonder.. just look at my facebook or my display pic in msn then know le lo.. a very very very cute baby but very very very naughty.. but juz can't stop loving him..

Anyway, thanx for those ppl hu still come n leave a msg in my blog.. hehe.. dunno when will be my next update.. wonder..

Lastly, Happy birthday to Dennis kor.. He is really a nice kor to me.. Thanx for being there whenever I am unhappy.. :)

See ya next time..

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 7:35 PM

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

Bye bye 2007... Hello 2008!

First of all, HAppy New yr to everyone.. Never blog for exactly 3months le.. basically october and november were bz with mugging coz exam is in november.. december was bz with meeting up with old frenz and spring cleaning.. also tried to catch up with my piano theory n practical as i will be tking the exams in march.. results was out in december and i was surprised tt i still can maintain my grades..

Many things had happened in my life in 2007.. no matter is frenz or family.. dunno how to deal with it when everything occured at the same time.. so basically juz hide myself by mugging mugging n mugging.. knew that there are many things left out there unsolved, but i am juz too tired to solve it.. i juz can't control myself.. yes.. i am running away from reality coz i am to tired to face everything.. However, i cannot deny that there are good things happening this yr too.. eg: ying a bf n still loving each other,etc..n not forgetting, i survived..

I really think that the phrase "cannot judge a book by its cover" is very true.. very often, wat we see will not appear the same in reality.. everything seems so perfect and loving and sweet on the outside, however, no one can believe that the content in the book is actually horror story.. and the things that we think that is sweet and loving on the cover are actually the victim in the story.. i understand this phrase more only on this new yr day (2008).. however, no matter wat, hoping that the victim can find a way out from the horror situation..

dunno y, feel that 2007 passed really fast.. anyway, hope that 2008 will be better.. everything will go well for mi.. pray..

Lastly, thanx everyone who are always there for mi.. enduring everything abt mi..

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 11:02 PM

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Joseph's request

Was on the phone toking to Joseph last nite.. he was asking mi y i keep waiting for my printer to print.. nv update my blog.. so i update now..

today is the last day of the term break.. sianz.. the next break will be after exam le.. which is 8 more weeks.. Gambatte Jiehui! 8 more weeks later can celebrate christmas and new yr liao.. tis yr's christmas n new yr definitely will be different from last yr.. anyway, jiayou jiayou.. stop piano lessons le.. really very tired for going out 6 days a week.. nowadays, if there are times tt i can stay home, i will rather stay home.. oh no.. i am becoming a turtle le.. nvm.. home is the best place for mi..

Yesterday was the piano recital.. hmm.. 1st time playing on the grand piano.. k lah.. juz a baby grand.. dun like the touch of tt piano.. feel very restricted when playing on it.. but then, is the first time i played on grand piano.. keke.. but i still hope to play on the white grand piano.. lol.. was abit disappointed tt someone was unable to turn up to support mi.. but then, is ok..

*was thinking abt it.. mayb is a gd way.. c how ba..*

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 3:17 PM

Thursday, September 20, 2007

waiting for my printer..

was waiting for my printer to finish printing the lec notes while i come blog.. 7 weeks of sch gone le.. term break is here.. so fast.. i like din study anything this 7 weeks.. not tt i am lazy.. juz tt there are too much things to absorb.. so i study here n forget there n study there forget here.. dun really know how to survive..

anyway celebrated sotong's bday with jiawei, moon, zhihui, joseph, yy, russell, weichao issac and zixian.. y got this type of combination? hmm.. i dunno.. haha.. anyway.. the more the merrier..

the drama: falling in love *(qin you ke yuan) is coming to an end.. got some words from the show today: two ppl hu were far away, come tgt and fall in love.. but when the feeling is not there anymore, the distance between these 2 ppl will b much farther than before they met.. hmm.. is it true? i feel tt it sound true to mi..

anyway, tml eating KFC with jiawei, sotong, russell n yy.. wondering zixian coming or not.. time to relax and prepare for the next battle.. lol..

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 9:15 PM

Friday, September 7, 2007

A door full of locks..

Workload keep adding on each day.. haven even got the time to digest old stuffs n guess wat? new stuffs add on.. I juz hate NTU system.. STRESSED!

Feel helpless.. wanting to help so much and yet i can't help anything.. hoping tt wat i do will help in some way.. somehow it seems helpless.. wat should i do? heck care? i can't.. even if i told myself to.. but the idea will be gone the next min.. it is juz like a big door full of locks.. which lock should i unlock first so that eventually the door will open? where should i start? will the door eventually open up? i dunno if i have chosen the right lock.. i juz try.. trying my best..

maybe i am making my life difficult for myself.. but i juz dun wanna have any regrets later.. i hate the feeling of "wat if i did tt earlier? mayb things won't turn out tis way.." i juz hate having tis type of questions appearing in my life.. tt's y i chose to try.. trying to unlock all the locks on that door.. hoping tt one day, the door will open, and sunlight will shine into the room.. i dunno how long i can endure.. but i will try.. at least i know tt, i am not going give up trying at the moment.. n i hope tt the door will not make things difficult for mi too by adding more locks.. or izzit i am adding more locks to it???

*thanx for giving mi the chance to join the session..*

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 2:44 PM

Sunday, August 26, 2007

At Last..

Have a final tok.. and was shocking.. never expect that I will hear this type of thing.. anyway.. hope everything will be fine soon..

*好想就这样牵着你的手，陪你度过每一个难关。。*

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 2:05 PM