Friday, September 7, 2007

A door full of locks..

Workload keep adding on each day.. haven even got the time to digest old stuffs n guess wat? new stuffs add on.. I juz hate NTU system.. STRESSED!

Feel helpless.. wanting to help so much and yet i can't help anything.. hoping tt wat i do will help in some way.. somehow it seems helpless.. wat should i do? heck care? i can't.. even if i told myself to.. but the idea will be gone the next min.. it is juz like a big door full of locks.. which lock should i unlock first so that eventually the door will open? where should i start? will the door eventually open up? i dunno if i have chosen the right lock.. i juz try.. trying my best..

maybe i am making my life difficult for myself.. but i juz dun wanna have any regrets later.. i hate the feeling of "wat if i did tt earlier? mayb things won't turn out tis way.." i juz hate having tis type of questions appearing in my life.. tt's y i chose to try.. trying to unlock all the locks on that door.. hoping tt one day, the door will open, and sunlight will shine into the room.. i dunno how long i can endure.. but i will try.. at least i know tt, i am not going give up trying at the moment.. n i hope tt the door will not make things difficult for mi too by adding more locks.. or izzit i am adding more locks to it???

*thanx for giving mi the chance to join the session..*

l0ve `n live fer eu__]* 2:44 PM